March!

Ugh....March. The month of my birthday. I know that age is just a number, but seriously, why can't it go backwards?
Anyways. I have been feeling pretty good lately. Physically I mean. I am beginning to notice the change in my body. I honestly can not stop touching my tummy. It's getting smaller, and it amazes me. Wow, small things I tell ya! My eating has been pretty clean since I have started back on weight watchers. Which surprises me, cause things have not been going well for me personally and usually first thing I turn to is food. I am happy I have been able to control myself. I hope I can stick to this commitment.
I started tanning today. I know, I know, skin cancer, premature aging, and all that great stuff. But I love it. It makes me in a spring kind of mood. And I am in major need of a pick me up. I went in s stand up bed for the first time. Very very cool!! I am now a stand up tanner.
Well, that's all for today. Have a great Monday!

Enough of the bull...this is it!

Okay so last night as I sat on my couch, feeling disgusting and fat I decided this was it. I wonder if these are the moments people talk about, when everything becomes clear and they go for what they want. I am so sick of feeling uncomfortable in my skin. I want to feel like the hot girl I know I can be, I want to feel skinny. Summer is soon approaching and I want to be able to wear all the cute summer clothes. The tight tank tops, the short skits, A BATHING SUIT!! This will be my last summer in my twenties, I want to have one good in my 20's summer. So I went back and joined Weight Watchers. Not tracking does not work for me. Plus I really enjoy the positive feedback when I lose. And I really enjoy the message boards for a pick me up when everything is not going properly. They waived the sign up fee, so it ended up being only 59.00 bucks for 3 months. Bonus. I am gonna do it this time! I am going to try eating smaller meals throughout the day this time. So I have breakfast, then a small meal at 11:00, then another at 2:00, then supper. During my lunch break I am going to do Wii Fit, then when I get home from work, Wii Active. I am thinking positive this time around. I can do this!! So I am going to do something I never thought I would do and post my weight on the Internet, because I think posting my victories for you guys to see will be a little extra motivation as well. So I weighed myself this morning and I was at 159.4. My weigh in days will be on Friday, so I will post my next weight on Friday.
Thank you to everyone who's blog I read everyday. You guys are a real inspiration. It is nice to know that there are other people going through the same thing I am. It's nice to know I am not alone.
Happy Tuesday ;-)